Jason
Cunningham's body begged for air. Submerged 9 feet under, the
airman's lungs prickled and burned, feeling as if they'd burst like
a pair of overinflated truck tires. By reflex, his nervous system
declared a state of emergency - DEFCON 1. Every instinct urged him
to burst to the surface and suck in cool, fresh air.
But he ignored
the red alert blaring in his brain and stayed below for several
minutes. Soon the throbbing in his chest ceased, his peripheral
vision collapsed and the world around him faded to black.
Cunningham
lost consciousness and sank to the bottom of the pool.
Immediately, a
group of rugged men wearing black neoprene suits and scuba gear
hauled him out of the pool and revived him. One of the men, who
hovered over him, asked, "You OK? You OK? Did you meet the wizard?"
At the time,
still reeling from the fog of delirium, Cunningham could only manage
a gurgled "Huh?" but later recounted his near-death experience.
"Once you pass
out the first time, you get used to it," said the 24-year-old from
Camarillo, Calif. "It's like - it hurts, it hurts, and boom, you're
asleep. Then you wake up, some-body's slapping your face, and you've
got this oxygen mask covering your mouth. It's really not that bad,
no big deal."
Excuse me - No
big deal? For most people, drowning ranks pretty high in the "big
deal" department, right up there with electrocution, decapitation
and being buried alive. But Cunningham isn't what you'd call most
people. He's going through the toughest school on the planet in
hopes of becoming an Air Force pararescueman, also commonly called a
"PJ," which comes from the old symbol on aircrew orders for
parachutist.
And a PJ is
far from being your average Joe Six-pack. Like the Navy's SEALs, the
Marine's Force Recon and the Army's Green Berets, Air Force pararescuemen stake claim to being the best of the best in the
military. They're a crack fighting force - lean, lethal and
lightning quick. Calling them "elite" may sound like a cliché, yet
there's no other word for it. While SEALs and Green Berets teem in
the thousands, the Air Force treasures the mere 300 active-duty
pararescuemen they have primed and ready for action.
Cunningham, a
former Navy petty officer, even considered a hitch with the SEALs,
going so far as passing the grueling frogman fitness test, but had a
change of heart after his tryout.
"I didn't want
to kill people. I want to save them," said Cunningham, now an airman
first class.
Unlike other
special operators, who search and destroy, PJs "search and save."
Think of them as SEALs with stethoscopes. They're extreme emergency
medical technicians, a kind of cross between Schweitzer and
Schwarzenegger. In a pinch, a PJ is a pilot's best friend, and the
bad guy's worst enemy, just as accurate with a 9mm pistol as he is
with a syringe. One minute, you might find these Rambos of
resuscitation subduing an enemy patrol and the next, jump-starting a
heart with a pair of defibrillator paddles.
Most of these
ninja paramedics belong to combat search and rescue teams, where
they're charged with locating downed aircrews behind enemy lines,
patching them up and spiriting them away to safety. If given a
choice, PJs prefer avoiding confrontation. It's too messy.
"We're not
about death and destruction, and blowing stuff up. We want to get in
and get out … no fuss, no muss," said Master Sgt. Craig Guthridge, a
veteran PJ and director of operations for the Pararescue School at
Kirtland Air Force Base, N.M. "But we're not going to raise the
white flag the first time the enemy says 'boo!' either. We're just
as skilled in taking lives as we are at saving them. And sometimes
you have to do bad stuff to get the good guy out."
Sink or swim
Gaining admittance into this exclusive fraternity (law excludes
women from volunteering) demands that pararescue candidates endure a
two-year long initiation ritual called the "pipeline" - a gauntlet
of coursework and instruction taught at military bases scattered
across the country. It's a killer curriculum; about 90 percent of
the applicants wash out. And most don’t even make it past the
entrance exam - a physical fitness test that'd have your average
jock doubled over wheezing.
Pararescuemen
shatter the stereotype popular among other services that airmen are
cream puffs living a pampered existence and whose idea of roughing
it is sharing a room at the Hotel Intercontinental.
"I love to see
the Army guys gain an appreciation of the Air Force. Most of them
think we're a bunch of wussies, that is, until we pass them in the
pool," said Master Sgt. Steve Sanko, a pararescue instructor at the
Army's combat divers school in Key West, Fla.
Well, not all
think that way. One Army Special Forces sergeant major, who asked
not to be identified, said, "PJs are the best trained special ops
forces in the Defense Department - bar none - but you'll never hear
me admit that in public."
The philosophy
behind the rigorous regimen boils down to this - the more you sweat
in training, the less you bleed in combat. And by the time a PJ
pledge finishes plodding through the pipeline, he's sweated an
ocean. In the process, he's become an expert marksman, accomplished
parachutist, mountain climber, scuba diver and a certified emergency
medical technician.
While riding
the pipeline, he's learned to whoosh down a 30-foot fast rope from a
hovering helicopter. He's scaled sheer rock faces and traversed
craggy cliffs at elevations that'd give a mountain goat a nosebleed.
He's parachuted on moonless nights into choppy seas while lugging on
his back an 80-pound rucksack containing a portable operating room.
And he's braved a witches' brew of climates and conditions,
surviving in the wild on his wits and own devices.
"Although you
can never really simulate combat, the pipeline is very adept at
preparing you for the real deal. All the training they throw at you,
all the 'PT,' the stress, both physical and mental, everything you
go through is as close as it gets,” said Staff Sgt. Jeremy Hardy, a PJ, who dodged flak and missiles last year during a rescue mission
in Bosnia.
Gut check
Pushing the envelope of human endurance emerges as a central theme
in pararescue training. At every stage of the pipeline, your body
and mind get taxed to its breaking point - to the very brink of
total collapse - and you must find somewhere deep within yourself
the grit to forge ahead, even when every sinew screams "uncle."
And nothing
tests a man's mettle more than the first hurdle in the pipeline -
the 10-week Pararescue/Combat Control Indoctrination Course at
Lackland AFB, Texas. Indoc reveals early on who'll throw in the
towel when faced with adversity. But better to find out now that a
man's fainthearted before he's squirming at the end of a hoist while
bullets whistle past.
"We want to
break the students down, crack them open, and peek inside them to
see what they’re made of," said Sanko, the scuba instructor. "We
want to find out how they’ll react after missing 24 hours of sleep,
when they’re totally spent, sore and hungry, when they're humping
that rucksack up the side of the mountain in the cold and rain. We
want to find out if they're quitters. Without drive and
determination, you'll fail the mission. If you fail in the pool, no
problem, we'll drag you out and send you home. But fail on a mission
and you come home in a body bag. Maybe your whole team comes home in
body bags."
Master Sgt.
Tim Wilkinson, a PJ who's landed in more hotspots than a Tom Clancy
character, said, "Indoc is a gut check. We want to know if you're
the type of person who'll stick it out when the chips are down."
Indeed, the
course makes workouts at boot camp look like a sixth-grade phys ed
class. The pain commences at 4:30 a.m. and doesn't end until well
after sunset. Students double-time through a daily routine of
circuit training on weight machines, swimming, running, and huffing
and puffing through 50-odd combinations of calisthenics with names
like cherry pickers, steam engines and mountain climbers. By the
time they reach the end of the second month, trainees must crank out
- in perfect form, mind you - 70 push-ups, 75 sit-ups, 13 pull-ups,
14 chin-ups and 85 flutter kicks, each within two minutes and with
little rest in between. They must also run six miles within 45
minutes, swim 50 meters underwater on a single breath, and swim
4,000 meters on the surface under 80 minutes.
For an extra
sock in the solar plexus, the schoolhouse staff convenes frequent
"smoke sessions," which are punishing marathon workouts that make
recruits "feel the burn." Also, committing the most miniscule
infraction merits your entire flight "getting dropped" for a set of
50 remedial push-ups plus extra reps dedicated to every instructor
in the area and another for the pararescue corps. It's not unusual
for the group to pound out 800 or a thousand push-ups in a day. The
administration calls it "teambuilding," and if they think a class
isn't functioning as a single, motivated unit, they heap on another
incentive to bond - lugging around a 450-pound piece of iron
railroad track called the "rail" between classrooms and sites.
"When I
arrived at indoc, I thought I was in shape but found out within the
first five minutes I wasn't in 'PJ' shape,” said Airman 1st Class
Adrian Durham, a 22-year-old former lifeguard from Hartford, Conn.,
now in the pipeline. "To keep myself going during the smoke
sessions, I told myself the pain's got to end sometime. Then at some
point, your muscles become so numb you just stop caring."
All these
drills, however, serve only to warm up recruits for the persecution
in the pool. Officials have dubbed the pool sessions "water
confidence training," which is like calling a beating with a
baseball bat "hickory familiarization." The water weeds out more
candidates than any other activity. There's something about inhaling
a lung-full of pool water that saps a man's resolve, prodding him to
question his commitment.
Between indoc
and combat divers school in Key West, students spend more time
performing in the pool than Shamu, but without the pleasure of
drenching onlookers. Instead, the waterlogged warriors slosh around
wearing 16-pound weight belts; tread water; tie knots at the bottom
of the pool; and swim and bob with bound feet and hands during an
exercise called drownproofing. For many, buddy breathing makes or
breaks them. The drill pairs two students, who must share a snorkel
for several minutes while instructors splash, harass and dunk them.
Surface more than once to gasp for breath and you fail.
"To an
outsider, the training may look abusive or like hazing," Sanko said.
"But if you panic on a real dive and shoot to the surface, you may
explode a lung or get the 'bends.' The ocean is very unforgiving,
and at least here, we give you two chances.”
Men of steel
For those steely and stout enough to survive the first few weeks of
indoc, Motivation Week looms. It's a feared and fabled rite of
passage, the Air Force's version of SEAL Hell Week. During this
ultimate test, black-shirted instructors prowl the ranks, dispensing
less mercy than the Terminator doing a drive-by, spraying students
with icy jets of water from a garden hose and barking orders at the
airmen, who all seemed to be named "you." "Get off that wall, you!"
"Hey, you! Keep those legs straight!" "You want to quit, you? Then
quit!"
Regardless of
the circumstances, students answer every question with the same
response —“Hoo-yah!” which is a catch-all phrase meaning everything
from “yes” and “no” to “You talking to me?” and “Please, make the
pain stop!”
Said
Cunningham: “Motivation week is downright evil. It's ugly … chaotic.
It's nonstop training, constant screaming, smoke sessions one after
the other, and only a couple hours of sleep a night. When you
finally get a chance to put your head on a pillow at night, you're
out in seconds.
"Thinking of
my family motivated me to suck it up and press on. I have a wife, a
daughter and another on the way who've sacrificed a lot for me to be
here," the airman said. "They're counting on me, and I'm going to
earn it for them. Plus, I've had my butt kicked too many times to
give up. Anybody who has ever quit regretted it the next day. I
don't want to be that guy.”
According to
instructors, it's impossible to predict, at first glance, who'll
stay the course and graduate. Naturally, you'd expect those
muscle-bound troglodytes, who dwell in the free weight rooms of
gyms, to have a good shot at making the grade, but that's not
usually the case. Because of low body fat, these hulks usually sink
faster than a snitch in a cement overcoat.
"It doesn’t
make a difference if you're an NCAA swimmer or some big, buff stud.
You've got to have smarts and a heart - the total package," Sanko
said. "Usually, it's the mean little dog who makes it through."
Wilkinson
agrees that success is often a matter of mind over muscle.
"Pararescue is a thinking man's game. You can't be 'strong like
bull, smart like tractor,' " he said.
Nobody back
home in Hartford ever pictured Durham as a camouflaged commando.
Friends and family thought of him as a bookworm, even nicknaming him
the "absent-minded professor," because he preferred academics to
athletics. They figured him for a librarian, schoolteacher or
accountant.
"I fooled
them," Durham said. "I hate sitting down at a desk so when I saw the pararescue brochure at the recruiter's office, I said this is the
ticket. I can be a high-speed operator - skydiving, scuba diving,
rock climbing, ice climbing - all the things I could never do before
because I couldn't afford them. And now they'll pay me for it."
Although PJs
receive extra pay for their special duties, none concede they're in
it for the money. Most admit they're adrenaline junkies, 'jonesing'
for challenges, adventures and the "rush" that a 9-to-5 grind
couldn't offer. Others cite compassion for their fellow man,
patriotism, and the pararescue corps' esteemed and legendary
heritage for volunteering.
Of the 21 Air
Force Crosses given to enlisted men for extraordinary heroism, 11
were awarded to para-rescuemen. During the Korean War, PJs plucked
pilots out of the frigid Sea of Japan; extricated aircrews from the
jungles of Vietnam; rescued Rangers during a bloody firefight on the
streets of Mogadishu, Somalia; and saved the skin of several airmen
during the most recent conflict in Kosovo. Furthermore, PJs pitched
in during the SS Mayaguez rescue mission off Cambodia's coast in
1975, raided the North Vietnamese Song Tay prison camp in 1970,
helped evacuate Saigon, recovered astronauts on Gemini and Apollo
missions, and continue to provide support for NASA shuttle launches
and landings.
Today's
generation of pararescuemen share much with their PJ patriarchs.
They both possess a tight-jawed tenacity, a stubborn will to never
surrender, and a competitive spirit that’d turn a game of solitaire
violent.
Look! Up in the sky!
You see the same fire burning brightly in the eyes of the new breed
of PJs like Staff Sgt. Doug Isaacks. The 25-year-old native of
Anaheim, Calif., just wrapped up his two-year trial through the
pipeline last September. When he initially applied for retraining
into the pararescue field while a cop at Dyess Air Force Base,
Texas, more than a few of his contemporaries at the security forces
squadron scoffed at him, telling him he'd most certainly fail and
betting he'd be back patrolling the perimeter within weeks.
"All I heard
were the statistics, the high washout rates, like only one in a
hundred makes it. Nobody gave me much of chance," said Isaacks,
who looks as strong as a Clydesdale. "But I did it, and it's one of
the greatest moments of my life. It feels great to be part of
something special - a brotherhood. It's also changed me as a person,
boosting my self-esteem and my confidence. I know now that I'll
never quit no matter what."
Last
September, Isaacks left for his first pararescue assignment at a
special tactics unit at Hurlburt Field, Fla., but a pressing matter
delayed him. He first had to drop by Dyess so he could strut through
his old squadron sporting his new maroon beret. It's not that he
wants to rub it in that everybody underestimated him, but he told
you so.
And who's
going to argue with a PJ?
(Source: Airman Magazine) |